Airport

..it connects people. Not directly of course, but still it does. If we dig deeper, it functions in both ways; to connect and disconnect.
For passengers in the arrival hall, you know they are going to connect with their family and relatives meanwhile for those in departure hall they sat silently, thinking of the beloved ones they left behind.
Most of us have been there either in arrival or departure hall. And we know how hurting goodbyes could be at times and how we actually want to run into the arms of the loved ones the moment we step down the plane.
That’s my case.
In her case, she cried all the way to the airport because she was afraid of being late. She tried to call her cellphone, wanted to tell her that she might be late. The line was dead.
The minute she reached the airport, her soul friend walked through the aisle to the waiting plane. She tried to call and it went to voicemail. She sat there still and noiseless, her voice cracking and muffled as she left her message.
As the sun set, the plane was soaring high thorough the patches of blending reddish yellow in the cloudless sky.
That’s her case. Pity little girl with one big heart. 

Pasrah

Hafsham berdiri sorang-sorang sambil tengok advertisement board gambar Farra Diba selepas dia rasa tak happy dengan Natasha. Kalau pernah tengok cerita Pasrah, you know what I meant.

“segar di ingatan sejarah duka yang berlaku
Terpahat kenangan cerita cintaku padamu
Tiada duanya biar berjuta tidak sama
Indahnya cintamu setulus budimu padaku
Telah ku terima suratan takdir yang Esa
Suratan; Slam

moral value: do appreciate what you have before it slip out from your palms. 
🙂

pearl harbor’s girl

Amongst of all words in the dictionary, I hate this one; unfaithful or any words with similar meaning. I know that I might misjudge her character in Pearl Harbor. I know if I were in her situation I might as well wanted someone with shoulders to cry on. But to fall in love all over again with her first lover’s best friend in short period of time spells out treacherous to me.
What seems disloyal to me might be seen as something else for someone else.
As humans, we lack in so many things and His guidance to the righteous path is what we seek for. insyaAllah.
“To him belongs what is before us and what is behind us and what is between those two and your Lord is never forgetful”; (Al Quran, 19:64)


yellow and red

Just a mere email from my best friend has already burnt my day even though the clock on the wall only ticking to 915 in the morning. He is a shy guy, mayhap the meekest boy alive you’ll ever meet on this planet.
It all started by a friendly hello I uttered to him, few years back. We were only 8 or 9, where I was still in my hideous floral mini skirt while he wore his childhood’s favorite V-collar striped shirt and shorts. He bashfully responded to my greeting and smiled. He has the sweetest smile ever, I assure you that. it happened to be that we were neighbors. And you know, neighbors don’t fall in love with each other. At least, not in real life unless we are watching J.Lo’s movies or something.
He is the first to know every time I fall in love or fall out of love. He would be sitting on the bench at the front yard of my house, listened to every whit of what I had to say. He listens so well, and if some college were to offer a course in listening, he certainly would be the one with the highest grade. But you know in real life, there’s no such thing. His passion in drawing leads him to enroll architecture for undergraduate studies. We went to different college, different major. Hence, I owe thousands of gratitude towards Alexander Graham Bell for his useful invention; the telephone. Every time I have problem that seems to be endless, he will be at the end of the line to listen, just listen.
Despite the growing distance, we talk a lot through the telephone. I told him how about a guy whom I recently dated brought me to see a romantic movie which I slept through it for the most part. I blabbed about how I flunk my tests or how weird I thought myself could be sometimes. Sometimes, I even told him to google my favorite actor just to let him know my current celebrity crush. And, we would play this one game; tell-me-what-is-my-face-expression sort of thing. He’s good in guessing whether I smile or frown and even if I wiggled my eyebrows. He is no wizard. I’m sure he never been to Hogwarts but well, he just know me too well. That’s what I thought until this morning; before I checked my mailbox.
Today is like another week-days for final semester college student like me, like most of us. If you see my timetable, most of the hours are filled with no class but Monday and Thursday are exceptional. I have more than 2 classes on that day, with labs too. The first thing I did when I am awake is checking my brand-new phone. There were several messages from my friends; some asked me to cover up if there was quiz in our sociology class. I replied a few as I pushed aside the tender terra cotta comforter aside and lazily got up from bed. It took a moment to decide what to do and I went off straight to have a cold shower. Yeah, I just weird like that, cold shower on a cold morning.
As soon as I entered my room, the smell of hot coffee caught my nostril. And there it was,  waiting for me on my study table. I bet my roommate made it for me while I was in the shower right before she left for her class. I checked my mailbox and his email caught me by surprise. He never sent me emails before except for interesting articles. I clicked open that no-subject email, then read his words carefully. My heart started aching at once. He wrote about a girl that he met recently, a sophomore to be precise. They went out for a few times now and he mentioned that he thinks he loves her.
My brain paused for a moment. I couldn’t think straight and confused. I clicked reply but the page remained blank. Half-consciously, I googled for Avril Lavign’s Girlfriend lyrics, copied-pasted to the blank page, bold a few lines that would make him easily understand the message I wanted to convey through that lyrics and directly I click that “send” button. I grin while looking outside to the open wide blue sky.
Just a mere reply to my bestfriend’s email has made my day even though the clock on the wall only ticking to 1115 in the morning. I’m a fun girl, mayhap the spunkiest girl alive you’ll ever meet on this planet. 

songs

Is there any song that can make you smile right there and then? The kind that makes you suddenly see the bright side of everything with colorful rainbows and might be some portion of fireworks in between. I have a few that I sort of as the soundtracks of my life.
1.Mr Brightside; The killers
2. the middle;Jimmy eat world
3.Glad; Tyler Hilton
4. Kissing you; Miranda Cosgrove
5.Jika kau tiada; Yusry ft Erra Fazira
6. Purity; Korean Drama soundtrack.
I usually look out for the lyrics, but these are exceptional cases. There’s no such as intricate or absorbing storyline out of these, let alone any historic past engaged between myself and the songs. However their melody is magnetic to my eardrums.